SPOILED

Okay, I have heard admitting the problem is the first step to recovery, right? Well then "I am Josh's mom and I SPOIL him.' I buy him food at the grocery store when he cries for it, I share all my junk food with him, and gasp, still let him have his bottle (filled with water) and hold him to put him to sleep. That's right, Josh can not fall asleep on his own. GOOD GRIEF, what have I done??? In the the last few days, Josh has continued his hourly fridge raid, gotten a new raincoat that he will NOT take off, spent hours looking out the window at the geese saying" hi goose, play me?" He has been enjoying riding his new bike and did clean up his puzzle twice, (only for a reward, one of which was hanging out with his aunt.) He was excellent at he doctors when I went for my check up today.It truly was amazing! I was washing dishes after our dinner tonight and when I looked over at the table, there was Josh! Was he eating? Was he looking at birds? Was he cleaning up the table? NO he was not. He had a small bag of flour and pured it all out. Then when I got the vacuum and told him he had to clean it, (keep in mind  he loves the vacuum) he told me NO. But at this very moment, he is lugging the vacuum around pretending to vacuum. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME???? I do not know why I give him everything (within safety reasons). I must be insane, BUT I will fix this, I went to the library and got some books, soooo wish me luck that i can reverse the damage I have already done!!!!Enjoy the flour pictures!